Tonight, after the feast of the angels I was at my aunt with my mother, my step dad ....
We eat fondue. I file Lia in her car seat, no pool, nothing ..... only to release me a little arm. She falls asleep quickly.
I keep next to me to watch .... I watch several times to see it going well.
One moment I look at it and stare. I talk to her and she did not react. I touched her, no response .... I take her in my arms: it is completely soft and beginning to turn blue! My daughter stopped breathing !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I start screaming at my aunt (a nurse) that''Lia stopped breathing ..... do something! Not breathing !!!!!!''
General panic .... everyone freezes. My aunt removed the arm, put it on a chair and knelt beside him and made him artificial respiration. Lia returned to it after 4 or 5 insouflation (?).
me I cried for 30 minutes.
We called the ambulance and went up in Ste-Justine, or Lia sleeps with dad now. They will try to see if it is a complete epilepsy syndrome of infant death or otherwise.
Honestly, I get really angry!!
you I'll be happy in peace someday?? I'm exhausted !!!!!
