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Lia has a total of 4 stops breathing. The last she did before the medical intensive care. And she is convinced that it's to epileptic seizures. She wakes up, freezes and stops breathing!
The doctors are clear: what lies ahead will be very hard. Roller coaster! The drugs may cause side effects that could be severe. And perhaps (in the near or distant future?) We will have decisions to make in regard to the revival of Lia. For now it
okay. She chatters a lot and smiled. This morning she had a lumbar puncture (sampling of cerebrospinal fluid in the bottom of the column) to check for metabolic diseases. She did this as a great, without crying.
She is on her second stay in intensive care .... and hopefully it returned to a regular room tomorrow.
..... So here I give news soon ....

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Ostia ..... there is enough!

Tonight, after the feast of the angels I was at my aunt with my mother, my step dad ....
We eat fondue. I file Lia in her car seat, no pool, nothing ..... only to release me a little arm. She falls asleep quickly.
I keep next to me to watch .... I watch several times to see it going well.
One moment I look at it and stare. I talk to her and she did not react. I touched her, no response .... I take her in my arms: it is completely soft and beginning to turn blue! My daughter stopped breathing !!!!!!!!!!!!!
I start screaming at my aunt (a nurse) that''Lia stopped breathing ..... do something! Not breathing !!!!!!''
General panic .... everyone freezes. My aunt removed the arm, put it on a chair and knelt beside him and made him artificial respiration. Lia returned to it after 4 or 5 insouflation (?).
me I cried for 30 minutes. We called the ambulance and went up in Ste-Justine, or Lia sleeps with dad now.
They will try to see if it is a complete epilepsy syndrome of infant death or otherwise.
Honestly, I get really angry!!
you I'll be happy in peace someday?? I'm exhausted !!!!!

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Preview. The feast of the angels

For Grandma who wanted to see: Lia

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This Saturday This is the feast of angels to St. Joseph's Oratory. And of course we go, with my little pot.
For the first time since its birth, I'll take some time to think of William and Loik. I could not allow myself to cry since the arrival of Lia. With all his hospitalizations and health problems, I lack time to think about my two little feathered coconuts.
In addition, unlike many moms, I can not say that my chip back to my loss of my boys. I would not want William and Loik live everything Lia lives. I would not have wanted them to be sick. I would not want to see them suffer like I saw Lia suffer.
I do not live the perfect location ..... perfect motherhood would make me say,''William could have lived it or ......'' Loïk''could have done such a thing.''
So this Saturday, I can allow myself to think about my two little men gone too fast, take time to cry.

William and Loik mom .... love you deeply. I miss you, even if I do not always have time to tell you. Forever you'll be in my heart ......
I love you my rabbits.




William and mother.





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News.

Today we are (again!!) Returned to Ste-Justine. The CLSC nurse who comes twice a week to weigh Lia phoned yesterday to Ste-Justine, because she was full of secretions. Then the pediatrician gave me an appointment.
It begins by telling me that she said it would not be secrets, but an overflow of saliva that my daughter could not swallow because it is hypothonique, dysphagia, bla bla bla ..... come on, press the knife!
Then she looks at the results of X-ray of the lungs that we spent Sunday during a visit to an emergency (secretions yet!). She found that the esophagus Lia seemed distended. So she joined the surgeon who says he wants Lia pass a test to see if the famous secretions and the small stuff to the esophagus is not due to opéaration of-way valve. So
result of the examination? The anti-reflux valve is tight !!!!! Ostia! (Sorry) Usually children swallow their secretions Lia ... but those do not go through lack of space!
We must return to ste justine next Tuesday they are trying, with a balloon, a little of the ENLARGE-way valve. So we are still hospitalized for at least 24 hours. All because of a stupid mistake! ; Usually, during this operation they pose a tube and make the valve around the tube. And good for him Lia they left the feeding tube for the operation, and it is much smaller than they usually use.
Then we reviewed the ENT who did another small exam ..... tell me again that a little Lia has stridor do .... and that is surely due to its hypothonie .... everything is softer!

Yeah, I know! I'm just tired of repeating myself to do ..... my daughter almost 4 months and she does not even begin to hold its head. So yes, I know my daughter is different ..... and ste-justine they love us back!